Edna’s Self Discovery in Chopin’s The Awakening :: Chopin Awakening

Ednas Self Discovery in Chopins The AwakeningShe was fond of her children in an uneven, impulsive way. She would sometimes gather them passionately to her heart she would sometimes forget them. The year before they had spent part of the summer with their grandmother Pontellier in Iberville. olfactory property secure regarding their happiness and welf are, she did not miss them except with an occasional intense longing. Their absence was a sort of relief, though she did not admit this, even to herself. It seemed to desolate her of a responsibility which she had blindly assumed and for which fate had not fitted her. (p. 40) Edna Pontellier is a child discovering her very sense of self. Her attitude toward her own children emphasizes the she is not the typical mother-woman (p. 29). This is unrivalled of the key elements in identifying Ednas awakening. Unlike the other women, such as Madame Ratignolle, she has not accepted her role unquestionably. This passage is an insightful window into the beginnings of Ednas advanced thoughts.Edna considers herself fond of her children. This statement alone is strange. Most mothers are enamored of their children, obsessed with their every movement. Even her fondness is considered uneven and impulsive. Edna, beginning to feel as a child herself, is noticing these traits within her. Edna speaks of the summer they spent away with their grandmother...in Iberville. Even in their extended absence she missed them only with an occasional intense longing, perhaps as someone might miss a city, or an old tattered stuffed toy. She seemed to feel towards them more as family, loved and missed, but not intensely as a mother would.Most striking in this passage are the last two sentences. It is in these phrases that Edna begins to demonstrate something important about herself. She feels relief when the children are gone. She feels free of the responsibility. One which she had blindly assumed. Edna had simply accepted the role of motherhood. It was expected, and so she had asked no questions. She is now realizing, however, that she feels this is a position in life for which fate had not fitted her.